x
queen1amaya1
WELCOME TO MY BLOG WORLD!!!!
 
#

Oh her love,
Oh her only,
Had gone away,
And left her lonely,
You are my only love, he said,
She can still hear his words,
though he is dead.

Forlorn, forsaken in her room the girl cried,
In mourn, and shaken of the news he had died,
Torn apart, her heart was shattered,
He was the only thing that mattered.

Oh how she just kept on weeping,
She even mourned while she was sleeping,
Hoping that it was just a nightmare,
She awoke and realized hed never be there.

She looked at the photos of them side by side,
Holding back her emotions she tried to hide,
She could not cry any more,
Her heart was heavy,
Her eyes were sore.

She wondered if this would happen everyday,
And out of the silence she heard a voice say,

Oh my love,
Oh my only,
Dont you see?
Ill never leave you lonely,
Im sorry for all that I put you through,
You are my only love,
But that you knew.

And with that,
She let out a sigh,
Walked to the window,
Looked up at the sky,
Marveling on what she heard,
Was it true?
Then she whispered,
I love you too.

 
#

hey, i know i havent been on here long but i promise to check everyday nothing exited has happened here since i last wrote, i did find a great guy to see he is a senior and hes in my class hes really sweet and i feel better now that i dont have jeremy to think about. but im doing better and yall have got to see my wiki page ive added some things to it and so has my friend it will make u laugh well ive got to go but ill check in later to day ok...your friend amaya

No no mores - i loved u
 
#
Random Poem

 

I can't change you,
I can't make you stop
I can't do anything good for you
I can't live further like that!

I've seen things
no one deserves to see.
I've heard things
no one deserves to hear.
I've feeled things
no one deserves to feel

I cry so much about it
I just don't know what to do!
I know it will never stop
I just don't know how I have to go further

You hurt me so much
You destroyed my whole life
You, you the person I hate the most!
You broke my heart zo many times!

Sometimes it just seems hopeless
Somtimes all my light is gone
Somtimes I just can't take it anymore
Somtimes I'm just insane
Sometimes.. sometimes I just wanna kill myself

But still...

I fight
I fight to this feelings
I fight for my life!
I'll never give up!
You'll never get me down,
You can hurt me as much as you wish
I know there will always be people who will care about me
I know now that there are people that really loves me
who really wanna be my friend!

I've cryed to much about you
but now,
I dryed my tears
I smile again
Just walking away from you
and leave you and all my misery behind!
This has gone to far
and now
I won't be the one who will cry
but you,
you'll wish that I still love you

Bye,
You're nothing to me now,
just another stranger
who passed by.

 
#
random poem

You once told me to see
That you couldnt ever live without me

Well I cant live without you too
You've go me so addicted to you

I know our love will always stay
Forever and ever, never ending or going away

I'd give my soul just for you
How much i love you, you have no clue

No words will ever explain
Your love is driving me insane

Honey, for me your everything
My life and soul that you forever keep loving.

And what i just really want you to know
Is that is that i love you way more then I could ever show.

 
#
well,..to all that knew i am no longer engaged as of last night . i have just been confused lately and alot was about my fiance but know that i have talked to him and let him know he didnt want me to be with him just for pity. but even though i told him i didnt want to hurt him..he told me i wouldnt even if i did leave him or stay with him. he would still love me and he would never stop i cryed all night last night and never got any sleep ..my friends told me that when i broke it off with him it would be easy..well they were dead wrong it was so hard to do..i mean i felt like there was no breath in my lungs when i wanted to speak..but why does this have to be so hard..and i am the one who broke it off and im still hurting so bad.............
 
Calendar

August 2008
12
3456789
10111213141516
17181920212223
24252627282930
31

May 2006
123456
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
28293031

April 2006
1
2345678
9101112131415
16171819202122
23242526272829
30


Older

Recent Visitors

August 26th
google

August 25th
google

August 24th
google

August 22nd
google

August 19th
google

August 18th
google

August 14th
google

August 13th
google

August 12th
google

August 11th
google

August 10th
google

August 9th
google

August 8th
google